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Does a 2023 Identity Require Multiple Vessels?

A simplistic consideration of identity; who we are, our understanding of self.
A revamped consideration of identity; who we are and present ourselves to “through the prism of culture”. (Boellstorff, 2008)

The idea that identity is shape from and through cultural components is not brand new. Our Saskatchewan curriculum has been addressing the relationship between identity and culture for years.

“The ability to act autonomously in an interdependent world requires an awareness of he natural environment, of social and cultural expectations, and of the possibilities for individual and group accomplishments. It assumes the possession of a positive self-concept and the ability to live in harmony with others and with the natural and constructed world. Achieving this competency requires understanding, valuing, and caring for oneself; understanding, valuing, and respecting human diversity and human rights and responsibilities; and understanding and valuing social and environmental interdependence and sustainability.”

Saskatchewan Grade 7 ELA Curriculum, 2008

“Works of art that express ideas about identity and how it is influenced (e.g., factors such as pop culture, cultural heritage, peer groups, personal and family interests, gender).
-If we were to represent our school or community identity, what would it look
and sound like?”

Saskatchewan Grade 6 Arts Education Curriculum, 2009

What is new, is the expectation that we consider our virtual identities as not only a facet of our authentic identities, but as the main construct. And I suppose this does make sense. If I were to identify myself, I would say I am a mother, wife, daughter, sister, friend, teacher, coach, athlete, I am funny, caring, considerate, a people-person, etc. Nowhere in that description would I consider adding “a digital presence”. This is simply because my digital existence is just another space for my already existing identity. My identity is present in both mediums. I found Angela Gui’s work in Extended Personal Identity in the 21st Century (2015) really clarified this for me.

“..our biological bodies might just be serving as containers for our identities and intentions, in which case it makes sense for the self to now be upgrading to a more sophisticated container, using a machine as an upgraded, alternate tool to the physical body. This is already happening to some extent and is likely to continue in the same direction.”

Gui, 2015, pp.10-11

It’s interesting to think that our identities may not exclusively belong to our bodies. That our physical selves no longer serve as the vessel for our identities, and that machines now share this responsibility as well.

Most can see the representation of my identity through a machine medium via social media; a pretty positive lens of things in my life that mean the most to me. I do wonder, however, how my kid’s identity will be represented in digital spaces. I think, due to the overwhelming social platforms now available (and often geared towards younger and younger audiences, ie. TikTok) it will be important to teach my kids how to best represent their identity in digital spaces. I am instantly reminded of the young mom who posted a TikTok of her doing a trending dance in the hospital room while her baby lays in a bassinet fighting RSV. Remembering Gui’s work, we know that this IS her identity, however through this medium, can be misinterpreted. Her identity was displayed as insensitive and unconcerned rather than optimistic (she had explained this was just her way of staying optimistic and positive during these tough days in the hospital). I wouldn’t attribute the medium as being the reason her identity was misrepresented, we all know we have said or done things in our lives that maybe have been differently displayed than intended. However, the medium does allow for an increase in exposure for when these misrepresentations are made.

The takeaway this week is that we are who we are in ALL spaces; digital or not. Our identity is closely connected to culture and our culture at this moment in time is heavily inclusive with digital spaces. We represent ourselves in both face to face situations, and behind screens and therefore must be cognizant of the vastness of our footprint online as our identity is no longer restricted to bodily conduct.

A Teacher & Parent Perspective of the 9 Elements of Digital Citizenship

Mike Ribble of Digital Citizenship Handbook for School Leaders: Fostering Positive Interactions Online highlights the main ideas for digital citizenship, categorized in three groups; Respect for Self and Others, Educating Self and Others and Protecting Self and Others. As a teacher I can readily relate to the importance of these three categories and their sub-categoric fields. However, as my kids are growing up I am curious how my teacher lens may compare to my view on digital citizenship as a parent.

Respect for Self and Others, Law

As as master’s student I am well aware of (hopefully all?) considerations when it comes to citing professional and intellectual property online. I find I am still learning bits and pieces as I go. As a middle years teacher this is often a learning curve for students who are starting to formulate their own ideas and put them in form of an essay or report. In grade 6/7 we usually look at citing reputable website and learning how to create reference pages. As technology becomes more prevalent in our lives it seems to become more accessible younger and younger age groups. I am curious; how can we begin teaching primary students and our young children about appropriate digital citizenship in the eyes of the law?

Respect for Self and Others, Access

I think access to technology is probably one of the most profound barriers we are going to see in the coming years, especially in the world of education. It’s funny as I’ve been going through and doing a “fall purge” of our house, getting rid of old clothes and toys, I’ve been explaining to my kids that we are going to donate toys that they no longer play with so that some other kids will get to play with them. As we shop around for tablets for them for Christmas, I now see that one day we will likely be donating different technological devices we no longer use to other kids as well. I used to view technology as a very elitist entity, but now as a teacher and as a parent it’s far more required for growth in today’s society and NEEDS to be accessible.

Respect for Self and Others, Digital Etiquette

Be kind online!
Wearing both the teacher and parent hat I know how much I emphasize positive online interactions in school, but I do feel that I will be far more meticulous in assisting my own children navigate digital spaces. I think this comes from the fact that we rarely associate social media with school. As teachers, if we heard about a fight that happened on the weekend we are often cognizant of the dynamic shifts that occur from that and how socially school may be different on Monday for the students involved, etc. However, we seem to always have to teeter the line between being able to intervene with “outside of school” situations. I feel as though social media is toeing that line as well. We often teach about proper digital etiquette at school, however the conversations students are having on Snap Chat COULD occur at home or at school, and therefore I think appropriate digital etiquette must be enforced at school AND at home.

Educating Self and Others; Digital Literacy

Reading, writing and learning the world of digital spaces. I think this is something I will focus on teaching my own kids at home. As a parent I am aware of the technologies they have access to, and I think that makes it a bit easier (as a parent/child dynamic than teacher/student dynamic) to help with specific digital literacy practices.

Educating Self and Others; Communication

Understanding the mediums of technology is an important skill both at home and at school. In the classroom we often discuss formal and informal language use and when both are appropriate. I do believe it will be important to help my own children at home decipher which mediums of technology are appropriate for different situations. I remember always getting my parents to double check my resume before sending it off, and I can imagine I’ll be working alongside my daughters to ensure they don’t have a puppy-filter Snap Chat picture as their headshot on their resume!

Educating Self and Others; Commerce

This topic is quite evident in our household, and less so in the classroom. I can honestly say that I’ve discussed with my young children which apps cost money to download and which ones do not, but I have had little conversations with my students about this scenario. It’s interesting, because primarily students are using school provided devices (although they could still certainly purchase something from there), however this is likely something I should likely include in my teaching as well!

Protecting Self and Others; Security

Protecting and maintaining safety is of upmost importance in digital education; both in the classroom and at home. Although our students and children are both growing up in technologically advanced times, they still need guidance on appropriate methods of guarding their privacy online, especially as we notice our passwords and security systems are seemingly becoming less and less impenetrable with hackers.

Protecting Self and Others; Rights and Responsibilities

We often see the discussion of rights and responsibilities in our Saskatchewan curriculum, but it’s likely a discussion I, as a parent, should be having at home. I think that the earlier we have conversations about responsibilities and rights in non-digital spaces, the easier the connection and crossover can be made to digital spaces as well.

Protecting Self and Others; Health and Wellness

This category hits pretty close to home as I am becoming more and more conscious of how my children see me frequenting my phone. My students naturally see me access technology in positive lights, utilizing the SmartBoard, Kahoots, Google Forms, etc. However my kids don’t always see me using my technology in a way that necessarily benefits them, usually in a way that hinders them (the absence of attention). I do think that we naturally model healthy relationships with technology in the classroom, but less so in our own homes.

Boomers & Millennials, Offline & Online; not a Dichotomy

The generational discussion from last class paired with the readings for this week have certainly inspired a metacognitive reflection for this relatively typical millennial. A 90’s born child I grew up with a pretty typical upbringing, entirely loved by my hard-working boomer parents, encouraged to “do and try everything to the best of my ability”. My first interaction with digital spaces came in grade 4 when, in school, we set up our first email accounts. Peers swiftly chose usernames that best reflected their interests or likes, or whatever appealed to some pretty eager 9 year olds. So as the slush_puppy123 and spice_girls_44 type usernames began to role in, I created my first email username; miss_canadian_17. My debutante ball to digital spaces. So again, at the young age of 9 years old, educators barely familiar with the oncoming technological tsunami, encouraged us to boldly navigate the internet while expecting us to gracefully navigate adolescent development, puberty, interpersonal skills, and a few other “minor” factors.

The expectation of millennials to navigate life with the same degree of poise as our predecessors during arguably the world’s fastest and most condensed development of implemented technology, is hard to understand. As per our discussion in class, previous generations are often the most critical of newer generations, a generalization that I’m sure deserves some merit. A difficult concept to understand is why millennials are often scrutinized for their shortcomings during a time extremely difficult to navigate; still expected to “do and try everything to the best of our abilities” while also being not only pro-efficient but exceptional leaders in media literacy. It seems a bit contradictory for previous generations to have flawless expectations of millennials but then to follow up with questions on how to convert a PDF back to a Word doc. 🙂

I think there are profound parallels between the generational generalizations and the dualistic perspective of media relations. Eloquently described in “The IRL Fetish” by Nathan Jurgenson, media users often conceptualize “being offline” as the absence of “being online”. Hoewever, it is not the absence of one that allows the existence of the other, rather, the two realities occur at the same time. Existing online occurs within the offline realm, or as Jurgenson mentions “It is wrong to say ‘IRL’ to mean offline: Facebook is real life”.

“It is wrong to say ‘IRL’ to mean offline: Facebook is real life”.

Nathan Jurgenson (2012)

It’s this Matrix-inspired inception that reflects generational expectations. It’s so easy to assume a generation thrives or fails in isolation of other generations. Millennial’s shortcomings should not be seen as the absence of other generation’s strengths. Both can occur at the same time. Simon Sinek referenced in his discussion “Millennials in the Workplace” that their narcissistic tendencies derive from failed parenting, for a lack of a better term. If this is true, then much like the theory that “offline and online” are concurrent, I believe the shortcomings from millennials and the shortcomings from previous generations are also concurrent. Both have failed expectations of one another (boomers expecting millennials to be hard-working and proficient in their current surroundings as they once had to be, and millennials expecting boomers to be in awe and appreciate the pioneer-type perspective to navigating rapid technological growth), and of those failed expectations can occur at the same time, in respect to one another. And so like “offline” and “online” exist within the same realm despite their dichotomic nature, as do our generational expectations.

This parallel has the potential to indicate how we treat future generations and their exploration of adolescent development at the same time as technological advances. I know that, because I know how hard it can be, I will have a lot of empathy for future slush_puppies123 and miss_canadian_17s.

The Balance I Cannot Yet Grasp

Throughout this week’s articles and posts I have found myself in even more confusion about appropriate balance of technology in education. The saying “the more I see the less I know” comes to mind when thinking about what media literacy looks like in the education world. The more I understand the capabilities of AI and media, the more I find it a challenge to understand where a balance comes in.
I identified a lot with what Sherry Turkle had to say in her TED Talk “Connected, but Alone?“. Albeit over a decade since it’s creation, a lot of what Turkle referenced still stands true; groups of people in attendance together, physically, while being connected with others, digitally. I’m guilty of this myself, often finding my husband and I at the end of the day sitting on the same couch sending TikToks and memes to one another on Instagram. Meanwhile, I am constantly assessing how much my three small children see me, neck cranked down, looking at my phone instead of engaging in interaction with them. Turkle’s references to Goldilocks in regards to finding personal balance in physical engagement rings true to me. I want to be present in the “communities” I want to be, whenever I want to be. I want to be able to disengage as desired, and engage whenever I want as well. It’s my own personal balance that I enjoy; but I am not sure if MY balance necessarily coincides with everyone else’s balance, specifically my kid’s and my student’s. Just because my selectivity of engagement appeases me and my own growth, I find it very unlikely that it supports the growth of those who need physical attention from me the most.

https://www.forbes.com/sites/bernardmarr/2023/06/15/why-companies-are-vastly-underprepared-for-the-risks-posed-by-ai/?sh=52f68a1d5609

In addition to this Turkle’s TED Talk, while browsing Open AI’s “Teaching with AI” and UNESCO’s “AI and Education, Guidance for Policy Makers“, I was again faced with an overwhelming feeling of imbalance. The recommendations of themes such as tutoring with AI, writing and assessment, and language development sound like wonderful challenge-decreasing opportunities for educational growth. I get that. I am still struggling with the “balance”. To shed some light on this, for a young 33 year old, I suppose I’ve always dug my heels in to new and innovative ideas. Sometimes I probably sound a little silly thinking that I appreciate the “good old days” and the “good old ways” when most of my generation have embraced technological advancement with open arms. I am improving with this, for sure. However, I still have a long way to go. I struggle with AI being the way of the future (if it isn’t already considered “the way” now). My hope is that throughout this course, I am sold on AI. Not “sold” meaning it’s AI or nothing. I mean that I can see where AI fits in our world, specifically in the world of education. Even as I read these articles I thought “I still want my students to use their brains!”. It later dawned on me, that as mentioned in these resources students are still using their brains, just a little more critically as they navigate the generation of products through AI. It was a realization that led me in the right direction and has set a positive intention for me and my understanding of AI’s place in our digital, and non-digital world.

As I write this blog, I continue to think of my own personal application of AI and where it fits into my role as a teacher and a parent. I first learned about Chat GPT in early spring of this year and was told “not to tell too many people about it because it’s the best hack”.. in hindsight this is laughable. Being on mat leave, I messaged my administrator and some colleagues about it and they had all already heard about it. I messaged my family about it and even my mom said she just had a conference about Chat GPT at work last week. Here I am thinking it’s a secret, but half the world already knew about it which really shows how quickly advancing public use to AI had progressed. Again, this is where my excitement for this class comes in as it helps me set my intention with AI’s integration into my teaching. I feel uncomfortable not being an expert in technological areas (which is almost a juxtaposition with quickly advancing technology is) and I do help this course helps me relieve a bit of the gap created by my mat leave in terms of enrolment of AI in my teaching practice.

Networked Learning

Well, EDTC300 is wrapping up, against my wishes! This has definitely been one of the most practical and applicable courses I’ve ever taken. In this post I’ll be showcasing some of the ways I’ve (hopefully) helped others learn throughout the past couple of months, as others have certainly helped me!

One thing I noted was that I was one of the only (if not the only) working/experienced teacher in the class. So as soon as I was told I am expected to contribute to the learning of others, I felt suddenly quite a bit of responsibility fall on my shoulders. I suppose because I figured I should be using my experience as best as possible to help the learning of others. This was then done through various forms of technology, but I found that my classmates were the most active on Twitter, so I posted most of my experiences on Twitter, to hopefully help my classmates! Here are a few examples of times I supported the learning of others via my own educational experiences:

In addition to sharing some of my experience, I also shared resources! This was done over Twitter, but also in our Slack Community as well:

I also took some time to read and comment on other people’s blogs, as I was fortunate enough to experience others reading and commenting on mine as well!

So overall, what did I learn about networked learning?

In one of our class discussions a classmate said “I used to think it was better to be offline, than online” in reference to how often times, as educators, we try to erase any digital footprints we have to perhaps appear more professional. After looking through the dozens and dozens of screenshots I’ve posted, how can we say that being offline lends itself to being MORE professional!? Look at the resources I’ve shared with others, the blog posts I read of my fellow classmates, the Twitter interactions we shared regarding professional learning or even teacher related well-being. Being actively engaged online is necessary, in today’s world, to being an effective teacher and I thoroughly believe that. I think that there are obvious benefits to understanding how blogs, Twitter, Slack, etc. all work in terms of possibly using to incorporate in the classroom. However, more impressively, these mediums are so essential to an educators growth as a professional! I sincerely cannot express how much I’ve learned just from being on Twitter for 10 minutes a day. Things about my profession that I haven’t been exposed to in my seven years of experiences. So simply put, we as educators need to broaden our horizons to include an extensive digital professional network. It doesn’t happen overnight, but the ability to share and collaborate with other professionals online is genuinely one of the most valuable tools I think a teacher can put in their pocket!

Keep it going..

My learning project has been so much fun. For real. Not once did it feel like something I was forced to do, or a requirement. It was something I enjoyed, and I am making a promise to myself to keep it going. I want to continue to improve my golf game over the summer, and I have a feeling for the rest of my life (the teaching life lends itself to getting a few golf games in)! I will continue to use some of the different resources I’ve found along the way to help me improve any imperfections I may have (and trust me, I have many) in my game, including Chris Ryan and Meandmygolf, along with various tools used as mediums to help me with my game including Twitter and YouTube. Here is a recap of my learning over the past few weeks!

My very first blog post was about how good I would look on the course in my attire. In hindsight, super irrelevant!

Week One:
I remember starting this blog, talking about how little I knew about golf and seemingly adamant that the most important first step was having these new golf shoes that I got for Mother’s Day. The shoes ended up being a bit too big and I had to exchange them, however because they were bought online the new pair still hasn’t arrive. I’m telling you this because I want you to know that even though I thought that was the most important element to my game, I ended up enduring my entire project with just basic running shoes. That is certainly one thing I took away from this learning process, you often don’t realize the most important tools and skills until you are actually hands on learning! Very reflective of some of the content I’ve experienced throughout my time in EDTC300. I never realized how important Twitter was, until I was actively using it!

Possibly the widest stance in golf history?

Week Two:
This was my round at Deer Valley. Despite the incredibly breathtaking scenery, there was something hideous on that course that day. My golf stance! This is when my horrific driving stance was first brought to my attention. I always knew I kind of looked like I was hitting a baseball when I was golfing, but I didn’t realize quite how much it looked like a full body slapshot/baseball swing until I had it captured on camera! This was a great round for a baseline, to see where I was at, and see what needed improvement.

Week Three:
During this week I took what I noticed at Deer Valley, and I worked on correcting it. For example, I narrowed my stance, and also took some time to fine tune my pitching thanks to a tutorial on one of my favourite golf YouTube channels. Here is some of the improvement I saw after these changes were made:

Week Four:
This week had me out on the range at the Murray Golf Course, again focusing on my pitching and my drives. I used a super cool app called Video Blend to help me spot differences between a good swing and a bad swing (based on the product of the swing). Here are a couple cool examples of my overlays:

The face of my driver incorrectly faces down instead of out in front of me.

Week Five:
My husband had pointed out the face of my driver when I swing my club. He noted it seems to be pointing downwards as I start my backswing which actually, in turn, changed a lot of things about my swing (my right knee collapsed and rotate in too much, my hips unlined, etc). So I took to the internet to find out how to solve this and of course, trusty old YouTube came up with this awesome video. This allowed me head into my next practice on the range with a bit more knowledge and expertise!

Week Six:
Next it was time to put in some practice! Here you can see me changing my swing (this was NOT EASY) by adjusting my backswing to incorporate what I had learned the week prior.

Week Seven:
This week I took all the knowledge gained and headed out to Flowing Springs to put it to use! For once it wasn’t extremely windy, which was really nice!! I shot a 98, which is high, but I’ve never shot under 100 in my life. It’s pretty incredible what some practice can do over only a couple of months! Here’s a slow-mo of my final swing, where I put it all together:

Wrapping it up..
So to sum it all up, I’d like you to take a look at the following couple of videos. This is my husband and my daughter. My husband often just practices his swing around the house just focusing on little technique changes here in there. Notice my daughter, copying him:

I didn’t just add these on for the cuteness factor, although this totally does melt my heart! I wanted to give simple proof that kids are always watching, and what we model as educators is always being observed by kids. So although many of us pride ourselves on being life long learners, I think it’s important to show that to students as well, if that’s genuinely what we want them to be! Whether we are modelling appropriate digital citizenship or our desire to continuously learn and improve, kids are watching and they are silently demanding the best of us, so that they can, in turn, be their best as well!

My new drive!

This week I was working on opening up the face of my club when I’m driving the ball. Recall that prior to this, I had done some research and learned that I need to have the face of my club facing in front of me as I swing. Here is how the face of my club looked before:

As you can see, the face of my club was facing slightly towards the ground as opposed to straight at the camera. Ideally, if the camera man is looking at me straight on as they are in this view above, the face of my club would be looking right back at the camera man. Here the face of my club is not quite doing that!

So I took to the driving range to give this as go. Remember, even slight changes like this can be quite drastic. As I practiced this new swing I felt super awkward and uncomfortable. I know I need to get out of the comfort zone of what I was doing before because it wasn’t consistent, but it certainly takes a while to get the hang of! Here are four of my new and improved swings:

As you can see, on my backswing the face of my club was facing up (in front of me, to face the camera man) way more than last week! I was curious though, if it was remaining opened as I brought my backswing back down as I go to the hit the ball, so I took some screenshots to compare:

As you can see, the follow through portion of my backswing still has the face of the club facing ahead, but I think not quite as much as the backswing itself, so this is something I’ll work on for next as well. This weekend I’m going to go do a full round of golf and hopefully try and tie together all the different tricks I’ve been working on over the past seven weeks or so!
One thing that I’ve definitely noted is that you don’t just switch a part of your golf game and a miracle happens where everything is better all of the sudden! There is so much fine tuning and practice needed and this was proven to me today. It was pretty ugly to start, but I can see how this change could increase consistency in my drives over time!